VULNERABILITY, VALIDATION, &  RAGE

VULNERABILITY, VALIDATION, & RAGE

“Even if your love was unconditional, it still wouldn’t be enough to save me.” –Against Me!   I have spent a lot of time this past year reflecting on shame, validation, and vulnerability. It started when I watched Brene Brown’s Netflix special A Call to Courage,...
MEET ME IN OUTER SPACE

MEET ME IN OUTER SPACE

This post is a direct sequel to my September 2018 post The Apollo Mixes, which is a direct sequel to my 2014 post What Started as Whisper Slowly Turned Into a Scream.   Meet Me in Outer Space was the title I gave the second mix I ever made for Blair. It comes...
I’LL NEVER BE READY

I’LL NEVER BE READY

Nine and a half years ago, I made a rash decision to adopt my friend’s dog. I had just moved to New York City and was struggling with the post-traumatic stress of my partner’s death only a month earlier. I was living paycheck to paycheck and was not financially ready...
CURRENCY OF CYNICS

CURRENCY OF CYNICS

I switched majors during my freshman year at SUNY Oneonta. I was thinking of transferring to film school, so I began to study Mass Communication. One of the first courses I took with my new major was Intro to Mass Communications. My professor, Jon Arakaki, opened his...
STAY YOUNG

STAY YOUNG

It’s the start of another new year. The clusterfuck of 2020 is over. And while the pandemic is still raging, there is an end (hopefully) in sight. This is the time of year when we typically see people signing on to gym memberships, starting diets, and buying...
LEANING INTO MY FEARS

LEANING INTO MY FEARS

Or: Get me drunk at a party and I will tell you more than you ever wanted to know about plane crashes.   I’ve run out of plane crash documentaries to watch on all of the streaming apps I have. That includes all 13 seasons of Air Disasters, which I burned through...